This song is about the parts of us we loose. For me, that was getting tendonitis and having to put down my guitar. An acoustic amputation, the loss of a limb. Without the guitar there was nowhere for my emotions to go, no outlet for my feelings. A year after putting down my guitar, when I was just about healed, I was encouraged by an audience of new friends and strangers to play some songs on my guitar. I took my place in front of everyone, and my fingers settled into a familiar G. But the next chord never came. I couldn’t remember a single song I’d written. Smiling faces looked up at me, telling me I could do it. But really, I could not. The words were all gone. Finally, I sat back down, startled.
lyrics
I’m foaming at the mouth to
Play you a song
Homesick for my fretboard
Where I once belonged
Gin to keep my heart warm
To intoxicate
Searching for semantics
While my tonic’s away
Oo I lost myself
Phone keys wallet
Is there anything else? I’m falling out my pockets
Strewn on the ground
Somewhere there’s a world for
My lost and not found
You ask me to remind you
I already forgot
Shuffled are the details
Mismatched are all the socks
How much does free time cost?
Oo I lost myself
Phone keys wallet
Is there anything else?
Dust on my piano
Graveyard of guitars
Acoustic amputation
Make sense of the scars
An audience before me
The words were all gone
Silent is the singer
Forgotten are the songs
Oo I lost myself
Phone keys wallet
Is there anything else?
Oo I lost myself
Phone keys wallet
Is there anything else?
credits
from Timeism,
released May 4, 2018
Written, produced and recorded by Lillian Frances.
Mastered by Garrett Bevins.
I still remember the first time i heard the first track on this album, Unlucky Skin. The album is a beautiful, beautiful compilation that inspires my music daily. Lillian Frances
The first time I heard this album I loved it. I immediately went back and listened again. And again. The textures are elaborate, the melodies exquisite, and the Empress herself musical royalty. Lillian Frances